shock-eater
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Monday, July 11, 2011
....
No matter what happens, our friendship still remains.
No one can wreck the ship we build together,
together, we can hold it. we would be strong, i know. hope to see you again, and again. I miss you all! :D
No one can wreck the ship we build together,
together, we can hold it. we would be strong, i know. hope to see you again, and again. I miss you all! :D
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Love.♥. Love.♥. Love. ♥.
Love, that comes from your family, is the greatest love of all. And I am so lucky to witness that powerful love. A perfect example of love. We've witnessed the love that grows everyday, an everlasting love. Mama and Papa we're the sweetest. I, once said, that I want to be just like my mom, and would want my man to be just like my father. They we're my inspiration. And I am so blessed for having them as my parents! :))
Happy 22nd Wedding Anniversary. A celebration of love as bright and enduring as a diamond.:))
Monday, April 18, 2011
isang taon!
isang taon akong mangungulila sa iyo.
isang taon na walang mangungulit sa akin.
isang taon na walang mang-aasar sa akin at wala rin akong aasarin.
isang taon na walang magsusundo sa akin sa kanto, na kahit dalawa o tatlong oras na naghihintay, magttyaga pa rin sa paghihintay hanggang sa dumating na ako.
isang taon na walang magsasabi sa akin " Ateng, ala kang pera ken, pitna tamu, sali tang meryenda(with silly face)".
isang taon na wala na akong mauutusan.hehe
isang taon na kapag nakita akong tamad, sasabihin "Ateng, yaku na pang maglinis".
isang taon na wala akong makakasabay na mangarap, para sa sarili, at higit sa lahat, para sa pamilya.
hindi ka namin makakasama sa anniversary ni mama at papa, sa birthday ni papa, sa birthday ni sarah, sa birthday ko, sa birthday ni mama, sa birthday mo, sa pasko, at sa bagong taon!
ayoko na, (saksak puso, tagos ang dugo_! ubos na luha ko.kasakit.
MAKE OUR PARENTS PROUD! I, MAY FAIL THEM TWICE, BUT I'M DOING ALL OF MY BEST TO MAKE THEM PROUD! WE WILL MISS YOU BABY BRO!
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
Success
I see a light so bright so high
Coming up from the sky,
Bringing hope for today and tomorrow
Telling me hey!! Forget about your failure and your sorrow
There the sun’s shining, there was an angelic halo
Success is not but a word or an impossible dream
It is but a grain which you plant today,
Just take care of it; it needs time and a way
And tomorrow you will get the fruit
The fruit of your hard work and thirst
Thirst for knowledge thirst for hope, thirst for success
And then you will see somebody with wide
Opened arms smiling with you waiting for you
Saying to you I’m the one you are looking for
I’m success
Yet!! Keep in mind that it is a locked gate
Till you find the keys yourself and try on and on
Don’t give up cling in god and carry on
Yesterday was cloudy, today flowers bloom and tomorrow
It will shine on
From Inspiration by Jalila B.
Success
I see a light so bright so high
Coming up from the sky,
Bringing hope for today and tomorrow
Telling me hey!! Forget about your failure and your sorrow
There the sun’s shining, there was an angelic halo
Success is not but a word or an impossible dream
It is but a grain which you plant today,
Just take care of it; it needs time and a way
And tomorrow you will get the fruit
The fruit of your hard work and thirst
Thirst for knowledge thirst for hope, thirst for success
And then you will see somebody with wide
Opened arms smiling with you waiting for you
Saying to you I’m the one you are looking for
I’m success
Yet!! Keep in mind that it is a locked gate
Till you find the keys yourself and try on and on
Don’t give up cling in god and carry on
Yesterday was cloudy, today flowers bloom and tomorrow
It will shine on
From Inspiration by Jalila B.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
FEBRUARY 16, 2011. 11:02 am
apat na araw na lang, malalaman na namin ang bunga ng aming paghihirap! i am so nervous. Lord, give us the strength po. thank you po..
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
walang magawa!
12:04 am. kanina pa ako naglalaro sa computer. minsan naman binabasa ang "ang mga kaibigan ni mama susan"..
dalawang linggo na lang lalabas na result! sana makuha na namen.para masaya lahat. ang hirap sa feeling ng mabigo.parang binagsakan ka ng langit at lupa! tulungan nyo po kami, aming Panginoon.
dalawang linggo na lang lalabas na result! sana makuha na namen.para masaya lahat. ang hirap sa feeling ng mabigo.parang binagsakan ka ng langit at lupa! tulungan nyo po kami, aming Panginoon.
Friday, January 14, 2011
♥ Happy Birthday My Friend! Happy Birthday Angel! ♥
Ako'y lubos na bumabati ng maligayang kaarawan sa napakaganda at napakabait kong kaibigan. tayo man ay magkalayo ngayon, mananatili pa rin ang pagmamahal at pagsuporta sa iyo.
In this crazy world, where everything seems uncertain, only one thing is definite. You'll always be my friend, beyond words, beyond time and beyond distance. Looking forward to many more years of fun and friendship. Salamat sa lahat, sa tiwala, sa pagkakaibigan. You are truly a one of a kind, you are a blessing to everyone.
Happy Birthday Angel! Let's give a cheer for you, hip, hip, hooray! Godbless your heart! :))
Friday, October 22, 2010
TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS WHOM I LOVE TODAY, TOMORROW AND FOREVER!
Thank you for our friendship
For it means so much to me,
Your kindness and understanding
And loving ways you share so free.
Thank you for being beside me
When I needed someone that cared,
And thank you for all your loyalty
For the times together we shared.
Thank you for our friendship
For it's something even money can't buy,
Thank you for holding me tightly
When there was a need I had to cry.
Thank you for always smiling
When I couldn't smile at all,
And thank you for boosting my ego
For the times I felt so small.
Your friendship I cherish so deeply
So this message to you I send,
May God bless and always watch over you
And may you always remain my friend.
mahal ko kayung lahat!mwah
For it means so much to me,
Your kindness and understanding
And loving ways you share so free.
Thank you for being beside me
When I needed someone that cared,
And thank you for all your loyalty
For the times together we shared.
Thank you for our friendship
For it's something even money can't buy,
Thank you for holding me tightly
When there was a need I had to cry.
Thank you for always smiling
When I couldn't smile at all,
And thank you for boosting my ego
For the times I felt so small.
Your friendship I cherish so deeply
So this message to you I send,
May God bless and always watch over you
And may you always remain my friend.
mahal ko kayung lahat!mwah
Thursday, October 21, 2010
27 Facts About Guys!
1. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
2. Guys seek for a advice not from a guy but from a girl.
3. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
4. "Are you doing something" or "Have you eaten already" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
5. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
6. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
8. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
9. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
10. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
11. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
12. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
13. When a girl says "NO" , a guy hear it as "TRY AGAIN TOMORROW"
14. Guys hate gays ( i don't think so)
15. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
16. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
17. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.
18. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
19. A usual act that proves that the guy like you is when he teases you.
20. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for more than 3 years or more.
21. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guy blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
22. Guys are tiger in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
23. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come, and listen to me".
24. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
25. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
26. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
27. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
2. Guys seek for a advice not from a guy but from a girl.
3. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
4. "Are you doing something" or "Have you eaten already" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
5. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
6. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
8. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
9. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
10. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
11. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
12. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
13. When a girl says "NO" , a guy hear it as "TRY AGAIN TOMORROW"
14. Guys hate gays ( i don't think so)
15. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
16. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
17. Like Eve, girls are guys weaknesses.
18. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
19. A usual act that proves that the guy like you is when he teases you.
20. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for more than 3 years or more.
21. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guy blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
22. Guys are tiger in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
23. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come, and listen to me".
24. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
25. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
26. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
27. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Ten Signs That You’ve Met the One
So chances are, there is more than one person out there who fits the bill for you. All of them are less than perfect. But if there are no perfect partners, how can you know whether to stay or go? Here are 10 relationship markers to help you know if he or she is The One:
1. When you’re together you feel like you’ve come home.
2. You feel like your partnership was meant to be, as if kissed by destiny.
3. In your communication with each other there is a rapid “knowing” of what each of you means.
4. You have a shared mission in life, perhaps a cause, a career, or the creation of a family life.
5. When you’re together the world seems like a better place.
6. Your mood is elevated when you’re together. It’s not necessarily passion or excitement, although that’s there too at times.
7. When you look at him/her you see a part of yourself that’s been missing. Perhaps it’s her assertiveness or his joy of adventure. But it’s something that when added to your life, makes you feel more complete.
8. Being together makes you more hopeful about the future you are creating.
9. You can be more authentic and fully yourself around your partner.
10. Being together makes each of you work harder on overcoming bad habits and becoming more loving people.
Don’t worry if you don’t feel all 10 of these things when you’re with your partner. That’s where the imperfection comes in — either in you or your partner. If you are experiencing six or more of these markers, chances are you are matched well. Over time you can work towards having all of these qualities. Couples who have lasting love find that their relationships get closer and better over time. And that process has been my privilege and good fortune to experience personally — after a lot of hard work that continues to this day!
Bottom line: your chances of finding The One are better than you think. So go out there and start looking. Love almost always comes in a surprise package that opens up in marvelous and magical ways.
1. When you’re together you feel like you’ve come home.
2. You feel like your partnership was meant to be, as if kissed by destiny.
3. In your communication with each other there is a rapid “knowing” of what each of you means.
4. You have a shared mission in life, perhaps a cause, a career, or the creation of a family life.
5. When you’re together the world seems like a better place.
6. Your mood is elevated when you’re together. It’s not necessarily passion or excitement, although that’s there too at times.
7. When you look at him/her you see a part of yourself that’s been missing. Perhaps it’s her assertiveness or his joy of adventure. But it’s something that when added to your life, makes you feel more complete.
8. Being together makes you more hopeful about the future you are creating.
9. You can be more authentic and fully yourself around your partner.
10. Being together makes each of you work harder on overcoming bad habits and becoming more loving people.
Don’t worry if you don’t feel all 10 of these things when you’re with your partner. That’s where the imperfection comes in — either in you or your partner. If you are experiencing six or more of these markers, chances are you are matched well. Over time you can work towards having all of these qualities. Couples who have lasting love find that their relationships get closer and better over time. And that process has been my privilege and good fortune to experience personally — after a lot of hard work that continues to this day!
Bottom line: your chances of finding The One are better than you think. So go out there and start looking. Love almost always comes in a surprise package that opens up in marvelous and magical ways.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
:)
Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good..
grabe... napaiyak ako dito.. ganito na pala ako kababaw!
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the
right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good..
grabe... napaiyak ako dito.. ganito na pala ako kababaw!
Thursday, July 29, 2010
giving up!
i'm partially, or maybe almost giving up! i don't know what to do, my life depends on their hands. i don't have the right to do this to do that. hindi ko mailabas gusto kong sabihin, gusto kong sumigaw, ng napakalakas..if i can, I will! ayoko ng ganito, nagtatago sa isang sulok at walang magawa. ang problema ko'y tinatago ko lang, hindi ako nagsshare ng problem, and that's my weakness. mabibigla ka na lang kapag umiiyak na ako, dahil hindi ko na kaya ang bigat siguro.. mahirap. so hard to be me!!!
Monday, July 26, 2010
i miss you!^-^,
i miss the times that we've been together. for so many years, we became friends, that's why i'm attached to it!the laughter, tears, sighs, the "kalokohan" that we've been through, i misses those, SO MUCH! i want to hug you now, but i can't! I'm stuck in this lonely room, feeding myself with all of the memories we shared! i miss you so much that you are the only person that i need right now! I MISS YOU!
Saturday, July 24, 2010
disappearing sadness!^-^,
your my happiness, because of you, my lips are now smiling!^-^,
eventhough we don't have any commitment yet, still you make me happy!
i don't know if this is love, but all i know is I want to be with you always!^-^,
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